.:`` <3 hiim ``:.

`` starry starry nite [#] `-

Saturday, May 27, 2006

hmm . didn turn up for school today . reason was cause i`m sick . really sick . sore throat , flu , cough and fever .was coughing away non-stop . almost cough out my intestine . lol . sore throat was damn terrible . my throat feel so weird and . erm . . . i dunno . lol . Farhan didn go to school too . heex .

24th May 2006 , Wednesday

a really sad day . haiix . he said all those hurting words to me . he said that he dont l*** me anymore . haiix . and he even say that i like Farhan and Adam . he purposely told all this to xuan and Mavis as he know that both of them will definately tell me . haiix . why ? is it because out of jealousy or is it because you have fallen for someone else which is my soul sister ? haiix . you know how sad am i when i know bout this matter ? tears kept on rolling down my cheek non-stop .

25th May 2006 Thursday

a day whereby i say goodbye to him . i told xuan to tell him that i wanted to br*ak with him . when he know bout it , he say he wanted to hear it from the bottom of my heart .he dont want to hear from my friends . after that he ask xuan why i didn went to find him during recess and also whether she told me bout yesterday`s matter . ain`t it obvious that he practically wanted me to know this . ? haiix . i feel so stupid to wait for him for about 1 year plus . in the end what did i get ? at first i thought it was worth it after all but i didn know that things would turn out to be like this . haiix . i gave it all . its so hard to forget him now . its too late . i fall deep deep in love this time . time cant heal this wound . only Him ;; .

- story started on *13.05.06* and ended on *25.05.06* . . . -

- unexpected tears ;; -

- this time ;; you really broke my heart hard . a very deep one . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:21 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

What is Love

Love is not beauty or colour of the skin ,
but for a heart that is loyal within , for beauty fudes and
a skin that will turn old but a heart that
is loyal will never turn cold .

Love is the feeling that we fall in and
out of , and everytime we fall off , we learn to hold it tighter . . .
hoping that next time , we may never
have to let go . . .

Love is not the word you say when you feel quilty . . .
but a word you say when both of you share your
hearts , your mind and your thoughts --- together as one !

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`` ahh l`ynn x ``

Thoughts

is she being too sensetive ` ? is she thinking too
much ?
why is there a depressin , a scary feeling swirlin in
her ?
a sense of uncertainity . . are they gonna last like this till the end of time ? are they gonna hold onto each other for the rest of
their lives ` ?
will they always be this happy ?
spending time with each other without worries . . .
happily . . . wonderfully . . . so freely . . .

as time passes . . . feelings will fade to
nothingness . . .
as time passes . . . strength will turn to weakness .
. .
will he become her history ?
just a memory . . ? or will he become her life . .
her everything . . .

what would happen if he ever leave her side . . ?
will they walk past each other like strangers all over
again ?
bearing no grudges ,
remembering no memories . .
would that ever happen ?
is it true that forever doesn`t exist ?
she`s cagedin her own thoughts of inferiority . .
would he love someone else the way he love her . .
. ?

she tries to scream but her voice is muffled by her
cries . . .
she`s trapped in her world of dreamy reality . .
will they drift apart . . .
she thinks . .
sinking in insanity . .

an echo cries from deep within . . .
she struggles to get out of this struggle . .
tis confusion . . .
who will enlighten her . .
who will free her from this worries . . .

she`s afraid of falling too deep in love . . .
afriad giving it all . . .
afraid of despair , afraid of hurt . . .
afraid of the feeling of losing someone . .
but this time . . she gave it all . .
she fell . .
deep deep in love . . .

bring her to the summit of love . . .
show her that forever exists . . .
show her that he will not leave her side . . .
show her tat he will not be a memory . .
but her life . . .

but would you ever believe ` if i tell you . .
that gal is me . . .
boii , i want you to be my private fantasie . . .

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`` ahh l`ynn x ``

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[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:45 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Monday, May 22, 2006

well . just got back form Jurong Point . went to make my beautiful hair . =D did treatment and cut my hair . but kinda not satisfic bout the fringe . the person went to cut slope ! *faint* looked like a weirdo now . dunno why she cut slope . my fringe originally is straight not layer nor slope then she went to change the hairstyle for me . -_-" haiix . nvm . whats done is already done . it cannot be undone . but overall also satisfic bout my hair . =)) nice nice . haiix . feel damn bored now . nothing to do . no homework for me to complete . maybe will get some horror show to watch . or some comedi one . hehex . well . shall stop here . ciaos`~ ph ya . got damn bored bout my skin now . changing it very soon . but most of them dont suit my style .

[x] i lovee y0u //*
4:07 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Sunday, May 21, 2006

arghh . feeling damn exhausted now . woke up at 6.30a.m today . insane right . no school still wake up so early . no choice . had to reached shi min`s house at 7.45a.m . tired tired tired . now going to my grandma house to celebrate belated Mother`s day . -_-" cannt sleep . just now in shi min house was damn crazy . me , shi min , shi nan , pei han and slyvia madness `~ after sylvia left , me , pei han , shi nan and min went downstair to KFC eat with min`s mum . her mum damn funny . then we chatt . =)) Then damn idiot . shi min kept saying me and pei han . -_-" cause pei han`s hand oily . then he say " still got chilli ? " then i say " have . still got 2 packet . " so seeing his hands were oily , i say " i help you to open . " then shi min and shi nan imitate us . -__-" what sia `~ then kept saying we very compaticble . then everytime also . me n him me n him . wa lao ehh . so pai sehh lorx . -_-" somemore ph SOMEONE else one liao . at KFC there saw haiqal , safiudin , hazirah , ravinder . lol . after our lunch , we went to centre to play a fool . reached shi min`s house madness again . this time more mad . damn fun . fun till i kept laughing like mad girl . then pei han kept making my hair messy using the sticky sticky thing and also his hand . -_-" then i say " i teh you neh arh . " lol . still got alot lah .then later they kept syakirin syakirin . -_-" at about 3.40p.m , shi nan left for his tuition . so left with pei han and me . then also kinda madness lah . then shi min kept saying what me n pei han again . cause both of us were sitting on the bed then she min looked at us for quite a long time then she say " you two very compactible sia . " then i say siao . " i only want him . " then shi min kept urging pei han to ask me for stead . WA LAO . `~ -__-" slap slap her arh . haha . at about 5.00p.m . left min house . hees . okiiex . shall stop here . going to me grandmother house . ciaos `~

- aiishiteru -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:16 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hmm . seriously got nothing to post . only that after school tought of many pervertic stuff . lol . xuan n dan ying and yee en know only . hees . all by me . =) well . shall end here . really got nothing to post . oh ya . he and his friends didn get caned . phew `~ wish him good luck . =) oh ya . Farhan didn come today . dunno what happen . maybe is because he dropped into the toilet bowl . =x . well . ciaos `~

- hurtx . . . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:11 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Friday, May 19, 2006

feel kinda bored now . so decided to blog again . this is my third time for today . =x kinda outta my mind already . maybe was due to the big blow . haiix . dont wish to say . why are problems also cropping up ? after one problem solved , another problem will crop up immediately . haiix . why would things turn out like this . First is him , second my exams . third my parents . haiix .

him . haiix . disappointed . always breaks my heart again and again . totally given up on this relationship . no wish to talk further . haiix .

exam results . a result to slap myself up and wake up from reality. to realize how am going for October major examination with tat kind of horrible results. i wan go in to the school which i wanna go with my good results. i wan use the damn certificate . just a paper with a lamination was damn important to me. espeacially to ME ! without that paper i cant move on any more to wad i wan . so , STUDY HARD NOW ! ! still got time to improve on . gambate !

Parents . one word . HOPELESS `~ haiix . . . . . .

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lol . kinda true . i always tend to bottle up my feelings .

- why ? got so much to say to you but just doesn have the courage to do so -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:46 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

haiix . too sad to blog . ciao `~

- FUCK YOU ; heartbreaker -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
5:42 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

dots . in the computer lab now . so bored . come here do shit only . -__-"" no msn . what also dont have . LOUSY . oh ya . just now when i got into the Mother Tongue class , Yu Hui , Xin Yi quickly ran to me telling me that syakirin gonna get canning soon due to yesterday`s fight . aiyox . i find it so lame lah this PRINCIPAL . in school , she have the right and autority and dicipline us . but outside school . its two different things . she doesn have the rights and autority . so she cant care bout our problems . stupid and ridiculars ! two words for her . FUCK OFF ! and also because of one sickening complain queen . went to complain bout the fight . wa lao ehh . how old already . still keep on complaining . -_-" feel like slapping her man ! aiyox . he and his friends will be canned tomorrow probably . pray hard wont . good luck =) .

shall update bout yesterdays thinng again . lol .

yesterday during break time , cause Zi Xuan was playing with the pen knife then Syakirin went to take it and point directly at Mavis . Then Afiq went to pull him back , throw the pen knife on the floor and repremanded syakirin . lol .

During their Enrichment that time , Zi Xuan say . . .

Zi Xuan: later i tell Jolynn arh .

Syakirin: aaa . you want us to break up arh ?

Zi Xuan: no lah !

then the rest fogotten already . lol . ciao `~

- worry -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
12:02 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Thursday, May 18, 2006

nothing much happen . only till enrichment course that time . . .

damn ! got damn flare up by the sickening teacher . wonder who the fuck is she man . didn see her before in the school then she just came to my class and sat at the back . worst thing is . she`s a chicken eye women . see things cant see properly . hear things cant hear clearly . ass hole `~ cause our teacher only told us to finish up the point form thing then composition was meant to be our homeowkr so after me n JJ completed the point form thing , seeing that theres still sufficient time , we went to do out composition . while doing , we were also discussing then cause JJ asked me whats the name of the elephant`s nose then cause i say wrongly i went to say trumpet . so both of us busrt out into laughter then the sickening chicken eye aunty went to ask and scold us saying that we were talking even though we still have not finished our work . FUCK lor . knn lah she . chee bye .then we say we were discussing then she kept insisting both of us were talking . chee bye . then she asked both of us to pack ur bag and follow her . lame . so after finishing packing , JJ and i still sat at the chair and drink water even though the sickening chicken eye monster is still standing beside us waiting for us . lol . omg . she `s so dumb lor . walk to the HOD room need to walk one whole bloody round . stupid bitch . then went to complain to Mrs So . chee bye . see her face also wanna puke . her eyes is chicken eye . teeth like rabbit teeth like tt . poke out one . but at least rabbits teeth are white and nice not like hers . yellowish and crooked .Then Mrs So repremanded both JJ and me . and she test us on what we learnt today . hehes . both of us managed to answer her questions . kekex . Then she asked both of us to stay back to finish our composition ; homework . wa lan ehh .Then Mrs So called both our mother . -_-" . After finishing talking to my mum , i went to the canteen to look for JJ to finish our compo together then saw Shi Nan and peeps . hehes . so fun . after that they went home . so left with only JJ and me . while doing , suddenly Chee Sern came and accompany us . hehes . soon , went home . wahahax . so fun ! stay back with JJ and Chee Sern . =)

- worrying about you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
9:15 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

wa lao . damn pissed off man . should`nt have come to school today . why ? cause as i`m not taking Higher Mother Tongue and today theres Higher Mother Tongue exam so me and the rest of the pupils who are not taking Higher Mother Tongue went to 6B . We just sat there doing nothing from 8.00a.m to 11a.m . wa lao ehh . 3 hours lehh . doing nothing . can see how bored i am . shit lor . then was very funny . cause the class was very quiet then suddenly a strong gust of wind blew across the classroom then the door went "BANG" then as Maverick got shocked . he shouted and jumped up . lol . then the whole class including Miss Choo was laughing . hehes . After the pupils had finished their Higher Mother Tongue , went back to our form class . and . Mrs So was absent . so did nothing in class again . wa lao . for the whole day just do nothing . shit man . if i know i would have not turn up for school today like Farhan . lol .

To him out there . . . If you are not HIM , stop reading .

So what if you and me are st**d ? We are just like a stranger to each other . dont talk to each other at all . Whats the different between a stranger ? When we looked at each other , so what if we have eye contract , we dont smile to each other . Just looked at each other for a few seconds then looked away . I just find it damn stupid . How can st**d behaved till like this ? Behaved till like stranger . we might as well dont st**d . i was just wondering whether you really l*** me not ? haiix . really hurt . Maybe i should ask for a br*ak .

- once again , you let the history repeat . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:58 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Monday, May 15, 2006

i must say , i`m really blessed and fortunate to have 2 best brother and sister by my side ; Farhan & Zi Xuan . thank you ! i really appreciate all your words and encouraging . =)

yesterday when i reached home after my lesson ; Piano & Violin , went to Jurong Point with my mum . It`s been quite a long time since i went out with my mum . Actually the main reason for going there was to cut our hair but when we reached there , we then realized that the salon had already closed . So we went to Bata to buy my school shoe as mine had already spoil . theres plenty of holes . after that we went to have our dinner ; KFC ! yummy ! After that my mum say she wanted to buy a clothe so we went to the 2nd floor and she try the clothes for me to see . asking for my opinion . lol . After purchasing her clothes , we went to Toys R us to buy my Tamagotchi ! cause Toys R Us only had one colour left available , so we went to Kiddy Palace . hehes . Finally , i got my Tamagotchi ! i`m not childish ok . just find it fun . hees . as it was getting late , so we dicided to head for home . =)) happy `~

Yesterday night i told Farhan everything about my family problem . almost cry while telling him . luckily i did not . phew `~ Farhan really my best brother . All his words really touch my heart . love him bits to bits . * muacks *

Just now i also told Zi Xuan . again , her words also touches my heart . i love both of them bits to bits . muacks . take care buddies . =) i really feel so much better after all your words .

- thanks a million . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:49 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Thursday, May 11, 2006

hees . changing my skin very soon . getting sick and tired of this skin . Todays Science paper was freaking difficult ! omg . i`m so dead . got back my English paper today . as usual , did badly for it . Got 67.5 / 95 . terrible . While i was doing the Science paper , i was panicking like dunno what all the questions were damn difficult . Then got not time to check . omg ! i`m scare of my Mathamatics and Mother Tongue results . =( sure did badly for it .

When i was outside my classroom , Wei Jie walked past and she said something but i didn get to hear it clearly so after recess , i went to look for her to clarify my doubts and she told me this . . .

Wei Jie: Just now in the hall that time cause syakirin kept bullying me then i say " later i tell Jolynn arh " . Then he say " aaaa . . . dont lah . "

lol . xiao si wo le . from 12p.m to 1 p.m that time mdm munirah took our class . cause Mrs So`s going to a meeting if i`m not wrong . so fun . cause alot people came and gather around my table . at first was Shi Min and Hui Ni then soon , JJ , Shi Nan , Pei Han , Chin Ming , Ow Ow , Jun Long , Jeslynn , Zheng Xin and Janerlyn came . so fun . especially JJ . cause there was a teddy bear then JJ was at there " da ni the xiao ren tou ( refering jun long )" then later he say " da ni the lan pa . ran ni bu neng xiao bian . " lol . then me , Shi Min and Hui Ni was laughing hysterically . laugh till theres tears in our eyes and also our stomach hurts . lol . so fun . soon , was dismissal time . slack at the void deck there and talked . damn hilarious . hees . soon , we ( me , Farhan , Syafi , xuan , gladys ) boarded the bus . in the bus was also very fun . had loads of laughter with them . hees .

then cause xuan was telling me bout syakirin things . what he did to her . lol . then Gladys suddenly told me this . . .

Gladys: That time i ask syakirin whether he got/want my msn or blog not then he say " i only want Jolynn`s one . "

lol . so cute . =x

- stick with you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:19 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

sso dead . really dead . flucking all my exams ! oh dear . what shall i do ? maybe will be taking back my English and Mathamatic paper tomorrow ! * panic * . Todays Mother Tongue paper one was quite easy . only thing is that i had forgotten how to write tons of words ! also i didn know that i could actually bring a dictionary and use . omg ! lol . but whats done is already done . it cannot be undone . i wrote 2 and a half pages . 560 words . Maverick was even scarier . he wrote 5 pages . 720 words . lol . After finishing paper one , i slept for appoximately of 30 minutes . hehes . so shiok ! =) After recess was paper 2 . almost fainted . both the comprehansion were so arduous . *cry* After completing my paper 2 , went to sleep . hehe . yay ! we didn have any lesson today . cause Mrs So i think she thought that after our paper 2 she will not have any lessons with us . After the teacher finishing collecting the paper 2 , we went back to our form class . At first the whole class was discussing about the Mother Tongue paper . then was having our own conversation . suddenly , a skickening gulliver came and seeing that Mrs So was not around , he stood outside our class from 11.22a.m to 12.30p.m . -_-" kept nagging to us . what take out out science related things and revise . And also as that time , me , shi min , zi xuan and Farhan was at the minimart then he saw us and chased us home . wth . when he saw me and shi min , he say " i can check whose bag have handphone . " then he say to shi min " bring handphone arh . " then shi min got dAmn pissed off and shouted to him " THAT ONE NOT MINE LAH . " lol . then cause we were saying about bladder so the gulliver drew a bladder and kiney out and tell us where are positioned . then cause he pointed at Alfred's kidney then he say " this two are the bladder . " lol . then the whole class burst into laugher . then MAverick was even more hilarious . he say the bladder is at the stomach . lol . then the gulliver asked whether we know how big a bladder is so he asked us whether we have a 500 ml water bottle then Jun Long took out a 1.5 liter water bottle then the gulliver say " that one yours lah . super big one . " lol . then again , everyone busrt into laughter . omg . so funny . when we were lining up outside the classroom , me , pei han , chin ming , shi min n etc were laughing hysterically . then the 6C pupils will giving those -_-" face . lol .

outside the school that time . i witness a foolish and disgusting act . almost puke . lol . the SICKO SHERWIN was wailing . omg . then the Farhan`s gang ( malay boys from 6C and 6D) majourity of them and me , xuan and xin yi were laughing hysterically at him . and guess what , when he wa coughing , his mucles flew out form his nose . OMG ! then Farhan went to imitate him . so funny . he pretended crying and coughing . then he open his mouth and pour the coke . acting as though he was vomiting our coke . lol . after that , me , xuan and xin yi went home . hehe . nothing much .

oh ya . yesterday Farhan msg me telling me . . . .

Farhan: oh ya hor . ya hor .

Jolynn: ?

Farhan: syakirin say he wanna stead .

Jolynn: who say ?

Farhan: SYAKIRIN ! ! !

Jolynn: lol .

Farhan: he say help ask . then i say i know what to do . the bro ma . then he say then i`m the husband .

Jolynn: *laughing hysterically*

Farhan: then Zulhaily and me was laughing like mad .

- still doubting you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:27 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

stomg ! todays Maths paper was damn freaking DIFFICULT . 10 marks gone `~ *cry* there goes my A* . sobx sobx . tomorrow will be having Mother Tongue . a subject which was once my best subject . always got First in class . always got an A* . A subject which i have always have confident in . wont panic at all . just treat it as a normal revision paper . but what about now ? i just produce SHIT . from a A* student drop to a A . from being in the First position in class drop till 7th . From will not Panic to Panic like shit . struggle through each and every of the questions . Blame who ? just the stupid TEACHER`S FAULT . ITS HIM ! damn it .

Today while doing my mathamatic paper , was struggling through every questions . 2 problem sums already wrong . one section B question already wrong . 10 marks is already gone . there goes my A* . haiix . and i dunno what the hell happend to me . i kept making carelss mistake . like the question state that there were 45 apples i will see till 47 . dunno . why . maybe i`m too nervous . then cause theres a question i cant solve no matter how i divide it then i let out a sound which you`r very pissed .lol . then evryone looked at me . after Miss Choo had collected our papers , she told the last row people to go outside of the class to collect ther back then Chee Seng who was in te first row stood up then everyone shouted " LAST ROW " . When Miss Choo saw it , she said to Chee Seng " you so cute arh Chee Seng . so cute that i want to bring you home " lol .

Mrs So `s lesson was damn fun ! hehex . i `m loving it ! after school went to the minimart there . saw xuan scolding a sicken retarded freak who is only pri 3 or 4 . so . . . . . CHILDISH ! ok . shall end here . off to study for my Mother Tongue . chaos`~ wish me good luck . hehex .

- all you did was to lie to me . haiix . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
5:51 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Monday, May 08, 2006

lol . chaos`~ off to study . =x .

[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:46 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Exams starting tomorrow but i haven even started my revision yet . man ! i dunno why . i just cant concentrate . i need my tuitor ; my cousin . man . i cant always rely on her . how how how ? so dead right now . nvm . i`ll force myself to study now . chaos`~

- i love you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:03 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Friday, May 05, 2006

dots . my wednesday entry was gone - AGAIN . what the hell . is it meant that wednesday i`m not suppose to blog ? lol . wednesday always have loads of interesting and funny things happened in school . *cry*

In the morning , it was raining cats and dogs . even though is raining , i still waited for Zi xuan the turtle . so slow . was freezing while standing at the bus-stop there . after some time , xuan still haven arrived so i went in to the school without her . i was a drenched . so cold . when i reached the hall , it was even worser . i feel like as though i`m turning into an ice anytime . lol . after singing the national antham , went back to class . First thing we stepped into the classroom , we were asked to take out our English Worksheet which i hate the most as English is my weakest among all the subjects . Third period was P.E . as it was raining , then we were outside lining up then many of us were saying " wahh . so cold " then was hugging themselves . suddenly , Miss Kang turn her direction and walked us back to class . then when everyone settle down , she just kept quiet without saying anything and asked all of us to go to the toilet to change into our uniform . being puzzled , we just sat at our seats and looked at there then she suddenly flare up and say " you people dont understand what i`m saying is it ? you need me to escort you to the toilet ? i can you know . " so she asked the first two rows to go and change first so the remaining pupils went to do their own stuffs then suddenly she say " if you got nothing to do , you can take out a piece of paper and write a feed back to me . saying how unreasonable i am . why i`m venting my frastration on you people . you dare to write it , i dare to read it . " soon , it was my rows turn to go and change . then everyone was asking why Miss Kang was so angry with our class . even now , i`m still left in doubt . dots . . . after P.E was health ed . watched Russell`s group present . nah`~ not really paying attention to his group presentation as me , shi nan , shi min and amanda were having our own conversation about something . hehex .

Recess time was MURDERING ! ! ! omg ! omg ! omg ! i cant make myself to believe it . read on and you`ll know what had actually happened . when i reached the canteen , first thing i did was to go to the vending machin to buy my milo . hehex . but as i have been drinking this everyday , i kinda get sick of it . i feel like vomitting when i`m drinking . lol . me and Shi Min was discussiing about something . then i shouted " Pei Han . come . Shi Min got something to ask you " so PEi Han came then shi min quickly hid behind me . then PEi han say " yes ?" lol . then i say " shi min want to ask you . . . . . why your neh neh so big ? which hospitial you go to ? who is the doctor that helps you with the surgery ?" lol . then they burst out into laughter . soon , pei han walked off left me , shi min , zi xuan , mavis , gladys and xin yi . then behind us were Syakirin , Farhan and Zulhaily . then 3 of them was so hilarious . Syakirin went to touch Farhan's butt . lol . then i say " Farhan , egg got stolen already ." then he laughed and touch his own butt and say " no lah . still there . " lol . then suddenly , Shi Min went to sya there and dunno say what so i quickly walked off with Gladys . then i say " die lah . die lah . what shi min gonna say to him ?" then suddenly , Shi min , zi xuan , mavis , xin yi ran come shouting " Jolynn !!!!! Syakirin want to stead with you !!! " then they dragged me to sya there . then i kept struggling and grab on to the pillar . cause our noise level was REALLY high , Mdm Malar repremanded us . dots . so i said " let go of my hand ! " lol . then i walked off and sat on one of the benches . then they kept pulling my hands wanting me to go to sya there . then suddenly , i saw Zulhaily pulling Syakirin towards me . then both of us kept struggling then sya quickly ran off and me , i ran off too then i say to Gladys " quick . help me . " lol . so both of us went to the back of the canteen and sat . then didn know that was so unlucky . xuan they all saw me so they came and pulled me to sya there . then zulhaily was trying all his might to pull syakirin to me . then Shi nan and Pei Han came so i say " help me ." then i pull shi nan`s uniform to pull him infront of me . lol . then when Syakirin was there , with the helped of Zulhaily to pull him there , both of them kept struggling then his book dropped amd the floor and he tried to ran off but failed as Zulhaily caught him in time but after a few seconds of struggling , sya managed to free himself so he quickly ran off . lol . then zi xuan and shi min they all kept pulling me to them then i say to pei han " neh neh . help me ." lol . then i hid behind him . haha . so i went to pick up sya`s book and say " syakirin`s one lehh . " then shi min snatched it away from me . after a few minutes , sya came then he asked back for his story book then shi min refused and said " you go to Jolynn there i then return it to you . " then shi min and zulhaily pushed him to me while on the other hand , zi xuan and mavis and xin yi was pulling me to syakirin there . then both of us were struggling like "siao" . lol . after that Farhan came then i say " Farhan help me . shoo them off ." lol . then he pretend that he's holding his "watermelon" and say " go away arh . if not i spray you with my milk ." lol . then i laughed and pretended that i wanna squeezed then he quickly dodge and shouted " A " haha . then both of us kept laughing . out of the sudden , the recess music was been played so we went to settle down . cause Shi Min wanted to sit with me so i and Shi nan say " go sit with pei han lah . " but she refueses so shi nan pretended that he was fuming so shi min got no choice but to sit with Pei Han then shi nan sat beside me then both of us kept giggling . then 4 of us kept laughing away . suddenly , i heard someone kept shouting my name so i turned back and saw Zulhaily calling me then he kept laughing and point to Syakirin and dunno what he say . so i gave out a loud "HUH" lol . then i turned my head back and continued to laughed with shi nan they all then again , i heard someone calling me again . so i pretended i didn hear anything . lol . when we were standing up , someone called my name again so i turned back and saw Zulhaily and Syakirin . then Zulhaily dunno say what then i "HUH" so sya said and i only heard him saying what meet at 6C (by right it should be CC) then Zulhaily say " after school meet . " lol . but i cant hear clearly so i kept "HUH"HUH"HUH" lol . then quickly walked off as my class had already walked back . then Shi Nan again use his tricky method against Shi Min as she wanted to stand beside me . so she again . was left with no choice but to stand beside Pei Han . then Shi nan say to me " i very bad hor . haha . "

had Mrs So`s lesson till 11.30a.m then was Social Studies . watched Russel`s group and Maverick's group presenting about the Heritage Tour . again , me , shi min , shi nan n amanda were having ur own conversation .

---------------- conversation between me and shi min ---------

Shi Min: can see that syakirin like you lor .

Jolynn: huh? *laugh* why you say so ?

Shi Min: haha . just now syakirin face all red sia .

Jolynn: huh ?!? really mehh ? why ?

Shi Min : cause just now i ask him " you want to stead with Jolynn not ?" then he blush then use his book to cover his face then kept smiling . then i ask him again then he say " i want . but she want mehh ." then i say " Jolynn want ! " then he blushed every harder then kept smiling and using his book to cover his face .

Jolynn: lol . *laughing hysterically* omg . i cant believe that you actually said that .

Shi Min: haha . he blushed till very red norhhx . but too bad . his skin not fair . cant see his reddy face . haha .

Jolynn: *laugh*

Shi Min: so he got ask ma ?

Jolynn: actually after school he intended to meet me at Gek Poh CC at 2.p.m but we are having supplymentry so cannot lor . monday .

Shi Min: aiya . everytime he wanna meet you sure have thing crop up one . huh?!? monday . so long . what sia he . can see that he`s dragging lor .

Jolynn: haha .

Shi Min : can see that syakirin is serious to you one lor .

Jolynn: *laugh*

Shi Min: -_-""

--------------------end of conversation---------------

12.p.m , went to Mother Tongue . while waiting , i saw Farhan sitting alone in front of the white board . lol . got isolated . then i asked him what happen he dont wanna say . lol . must be too naughty . didn pay attention to class .had our Listening Comprehension Examination . i cant believe that i actually fallen asleep and i missed one of the passage . *cry* but nvm . i still have confident that i`ll get correct . hehex . before the Listenign started , i asked Zi Xuan what sya said then she say . . .

Zi Xuan : just now in class syakirin asked me whether i go to CC ma . then i say sometimes . then Mavis say no . then he asked me whether you go ma then i also say sometimes . so he say can meet at 2.00p.m ? so i say must ask you first lor . then when syakirin walking back to his seat , i realized that you got supplymentry so i told Mavis then Mavis asked syakirin to come over for awhile telling him that i have supplymentry today . then when he hear it , he use his hand and slam the table and say " ai ya " . lol . then he say nvm lor . monday then . back of the canteen there . he asked zulhaily to accompany him there then he asked me to accompany you . and he even please me . lol . then i say i dont want later interupt both of you sweet talk then he kept saying please . lol . think he scare you alone then embarrasse . then when Mavis heard already , she asked syakirin whether she and xin yi can come along not then syakirin say anything . "

Jolynn: what the fuck ?!?! both of them coming too ? omg !

after Mother Tongue went back to class to continue of lesson as again , we were be having our break at 1.30p.m only . soon , went down for our break . saw zi xuan , mavis and xin yi . then 4 of us chatted for awhile then 3 of them went up to "do homework" lol . so act . sat with shi min and shi nan . then was damn hilarious cause we were queeing up for the chinese stall then Mrs So came and went to the fornt then the boys all " ohhhhhhhhh" then Mrs So say " oh what oh arh " lol . then Mrs So went to the other side then the boys again " ohhhh ." haha . then Mrs So say " ok lah . i go to the malay stall . " haha . then the aunty say we bully Mrs So . lol . soon , 1.50p.m went back to class to continue our lesson . OMG ! so HILARIOUS MAN .

cause Mrs So was going through the English Comprehension then she asked Gek Nian to answer the question . the question is Use your own words to write the meaning of the phrase " commenced a love affair " then guess what Gek Nian say ? he say " To start a love affair with the durian ." then the whole class burst into laughter . then Mrs So say " gek nian . you want me to smack you arh . huh ? what start love affair with the durian ? why ? you want to kiss the durian arh .?" then JJ say " haha . keep the durian as mistress ." lol . then Maverick was even more hilarious . he say " lol . like that when making that one that time so pain . the spikes all pricked your "there" " hahahah . then one question was the close passage . it goes like this . A glance at her bedside _______ told her it was still before seven . the answer is clock then Kar How asked Mrs So " why it cant be window?" then Mrs So say " what ? you think what ? one look at your backside you know what time is it arh ?" then the whole class roar with laughter . then Maverick and Russel was laughing non-stop and also loudly . after 5 minutes of laughing , Mrs So say " Maverick . enough arh ." then when Mrs So continue with the passage , she could not control herself and laugh too . then the whole class laugh loudly too . maverick was banging the table . . lol . the whole class including Mrs So kept laughing .after a few minutes later , the whole class not laughing anymore , suddenly Russel laughed out in a horrordous manner then the whole class laughed again . lol . then cause Mrs So asked me to aswer the question then my answer was " Sompot did not want to get poked by the durian ." cause i was laughing while reading it then i read the poked as pok . then the whole class laugh again . then Shi Nan say " pok not halal ." lol .

after that as Shi Nan was talking to me so Mrs So say " Shi nan , what did you promise me ? you promise me that you will only look at me right ?" then the whole class went clapping and cheering . lol . then Xiao Bo say to Chin Ming " Mrs So is not pretty . " then Chin Ming and me kept laughing . then Mrs So asked me and Chin min what Xiao Bo said then Chin Ming say while laughing then Mrs So say " Xiao Bo i beg your pardon . what did you say ? then the front people say " Xiao Bo say you not pretty ." guess what Mrs So reply him ? Mrs So say " Xiao Bo i hate liars . why did you lie to Chin Ming ?" hahahahahah . omg ! so hilarious . upon heairng this , the whole class laughed like mad . lol . if you people dont undertsand what it means then i`ll tell you . Mrs So means that by saying Mrs So is not prettty is lying . lol . " after that . while Mrs So was going through the maths , suddenly Roni laughed then Mrs So say " who is it ?" then the whole class said it was Roni then Mrs So say " Roni . you`r tired of living arh ?" LOL . omg ! todays supplymetry was damn HILARIOUS ! ! ! ! ! cause affter finish going through the Maths it was already 4.05p.m and our supplymentry ends at 4.00p.m . cause Mrs So left with one more science to go through then she say " shall we go on over time ?" then the whole class shouted " NOOOOO!!!!"" then Mrs So say " all of you dont want me to go through all of you will definately regret it . " then the whole class say " dont worry . we wont ." haha . then Mrs So gave this . -_- face . lol .

while walking out of the school saw Farhan walking briskly out of the school . lol . Zi Xuan waited for me . lol . so good . lol . so we went to the minimart and Farhan was sitting there waiting for me . lol . then he kept making stupid actions . lol . then i took my handphone and take his pictures and video . funny like hell . he kept giving me funny pose . which i consider that as "interesting " . lol . sat there and chatt about a appoximately of 40 minutes then suddenly the stupid teacher came and say " why are u all still here . wahh . still bring handphone . on monday i will knwo which bag to check . " -____-" lame . so irritating and extra . then Farhan made those funny action . make me laugh like mad . lol . soon , 242 double deck came so me , xuan n shi min boarded the bus . =D

seriously . today was such a enjoyable day for me ! i`m loving it . `~ Monday he`s meeting me at the back fo the canteen . lol . what will he tell me ? lol . waiting in anxieity . wow . longest entry i have ever typed . =D

- i`m still doubting you . -

- what you said were true or is it just a pack of lies ? "

Farhan . =D such a handsome guy he is . hehex .

[x] i lovee y0u //*
5:50 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hees . its been quite a number of days since i last blog .

saturday , sunday and monday

Saturday , i totally forgotten what happened . =x . *scratching head* lol . i only remember chatting with Farhan . thats all . Sunday , stay at home the whole day . didn go anywhere . =) kinda bored . during night time , chatt on the phone with Farhan . at first we talked bout some other stuffs and hear him compose his own very song . about me and him .lol . but soon , dunno why . our topic changed to GHOST ! so scary . Farhan told me lots of stories and all the stories he told totally freak me out . =x . SCARY ! ! ! and he's damn evil ! he send me a link to a particular video and the video totally freak me out . suddenly a doll pop out and SCREAM ! then i jumped up . -__- . dots . after the stupid shock i received , i went to scold Farhan through msn . lol . not really scold lah . you know . hehex . i cant bear to scold him ok . he's too dear to me . haha . Monday woke up at 10a.m to finish my tuition homework as i`ll be having my tuition at 11.30a.m . soon , my cousin ; tuitor arrived . had tuition till 1p.m . hehes . after then slack at my living room . watch Wan Quan Yu Le and Mayday Concert ; Label day . after that online for awhile and chat with Farhan ; BANANA STEALER , BANANA PEELER , BANANA RIPPER , OWN WOMEN RAPIST , MONKEY WHOM DRINK HIS OWN PEE . hahahahahax . bleahx . =p i have been influence by BANANA STEALER . going to youtube and search for stupid videos . haha . after that both talked on the phone . kept argue with other bout out nicknames . haha . then discuss about our homeworks . hehes . soon . we both hang and went to zzzZzzz . lol .

2th May 2005 , Tuesday

hmm . today went to school as per normal . when i reached the school , met Adam at Juying sec gate there and we stopped to talk . lol . and the 1st sentence which came out of his mouth when he saw me was " Jolynn , Syakirin leh ? " then i say" dunno" and he say " why you dunno " -__-"after a few seconds of talking , we walk to the school gate and xuan was there too ; waiting for me . hehes . then 3 of us kept joke around . i kept saying bobba . then say Adam play bobbahotel . haha . then he laughed while say " Fuck You lah " haha . when we reached the hall , 3 of us still joke even though Mrs So was only a stone throw away from us . =x due to Adam's loud and horrordous laughter , Mrs So heard us and turned to looked at Adam and xuan . lucky she didn look at me as i`m different class from them . phew `~ after awhile , Farhan ; BANANA STEALER came . so bored . he didn seat beside me .

after we sang out national anthem , went back to class to have lesson . Sian `~ then while i was walking back to my class , cause 6C was beside our class then Zulhaily was beside me and beside him was the dustbin so i intentionally go knock him and he bang to the dustbin . haha . then he say " alah u . . later i knock u to the dustbin . " haha . then sya , adam , etc was behind . hehes . first thing when we stepped into the class was to take out our Maths workbook . *yawn* after one hour of maths was Mother Tongue . slept throughout the whole lesson . bleahx . =p but i still open my ear and hear what Mr Tan was talking ok . after that he asked us to take out our assesment book for marking . then i asked for his permission to go to the toilet and he agreed ! yay ! while i walked past 6C , heard someone calling my name but i just pretended that i didn hear anything . haha . after that , when i walked past 6C again , heard someone calling my name AGAIN ! so again , i just pretended that i heard nothing . i had reason for my action ok . so dont say that i`m being arrogant .

recess time went to the vanding machine with ming mei ; my personal ATM to buy the milo . when walking back to the canteen . Farhan ; BANANA STEALER dunno say what . then i kept laughing and say BANANA STEALER and he say RAMBUTANS SELLER . then coz his plate of rice contain chilli , fishcake and egg then i say while pointing to his plate of rice " haha . banana and currypuff " then he laughed . lol . and he . . . .. . coz sya sat beside him then when i was about to walked off , he called me then he tap on sya then both of us turned and we eye to eye contact . *embarrass* then Farhan point to him and giggle while looking at me . dots dots dots . shit him . lol . soon , the recess music was been played then Farhan was behind me then he say RAMBUTAN SELLER . then i say BANANA STEALER . BANANA PEELER . always peel banana . hahaha .

soon , went back to class again to have lesson . nothing much . after a zillon year , finally the dismissal bell rang ! YAY `~

i almost DIED on the way home . omg ! i cant believe Mrs So asked everyone to bring their textbooks , files , assessments . . . etc . HOME . man . i had to carried them on my hands and it hurt so much . whats more i feel myself like an retard . =x carrying so many books . dots . whats more the bloody bus was packed with people . and those idiotic pri 3s and 4s kept squeezing us ( me , wei jie , shi en , zi xuan , xin yi ) . SUCKS man ! totally brainless .

- love me like i love you . -

- when will i ever get till your heart ? -

- ain't that girl you know anymore -

Ramdom pictures . . .

to be continue . . .

[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:19 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

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